I received this poem from a Ed Mann. Ed is a grieving dad that lost his son to suicide. Thank you to Ed for sharing this poem.
August Storm
The sun burns hot above
melting dreams like golden love
Try your best to sing and laugh,
to make a perfect photograph
Soak up life and live the dream
Who cares what tomorrow brings
A brand new moon and its time to play
Drum circles on so jump in the fray
Then an August storm blew you away
You couldnt face another day
Once seeking friends so dear
And now youre no where near
You needed to be outside,
open up your eyes so wide
Beg for laughter, kill the pain,
let tomorrow vanish rain
Dark clouds, looming gray,
made it hard to see your way
A simple knot – not a hangmans noose
But we still cant seem to cut you loose
An August storm, a wake up call
Seems surreal but its not at all
A rolling thunder before the fall
A fit of rage that stunned us all
We lost you in an August storm
A love so bold, forever torn
Ripped away, left you hanging there
Feeling lost, thinking no one cared
Choices ancient, decisions bold
A leap of faith into the great unknown
Erased a love youll never know
had you decided not to go
An August storm I can’t forget
Love lost and full of regret
An August storm is raining down
Buckets of tears falling all around
Now your skies so dark have cleared
But where do we go from here?
No good-byes for all to hear
Just memories held so dear
This poem has once again brought the horror and reality of daily life to the forefront.
Our storm was also in August – a death due to an accidental overdose, while in the company of a “friend” who wouldn’t call for help.
Beautiful heart wrenching poem.
I wish you peace and acceptance.
Steve,
I am so very sorry to hear about the loss of your child. Through this project I have heard so many tragic stories like yours. You are correct when you say the “reality” of daily life. There are a lot more dads out there than most people realize that live with the reality of the loss of a child. It changes all aspects of your life.
Stop by here anytime. Feel free to drop me a line if you ever need to talk.
Peace.